Monday, January 30, 2006

Translations

On way to greater things....or atleast the illusion is letting me believe that.....jus another month to go n this course will be over....not that everythin is goin 2 plan, i hoped 2 noe where i m headed next by now....but guess fate itself likes to keep me hangin! ha ha.....and the world thinks that i don give it a damn.....Either ways, i jus love it the way it goes.....And despite the longing to be certain about a few things, uncertainity about most aint that bad all the time...or so i believe....IGNORANCE IS BLISS......

"Where ignorance is bliss, 'Tis folly to be wise."
Thomas Gray

Monday, January 23, 2006

Feels like spring again!

I had thought I will never be able to breathe in fresh air. I had thought I will never be able to smell the grass the way I used to. I thought I ll never be able to live.......but knowing you, there are days when I breathe. There are days I smell the grass. Being with you is living.....I loathed myself before you came along.....and now I am too scared to lose you......because I love you.....As always I dont want to promise you anything.....but jus that you are my reality.....my comfort and my happiness.....its amazin being with you every single minute that I get to do that......its lonely when you are'nt around.....I have my past...and so do u......but you are my present.....whether you believe it or not! I live for my present.....and to make my future beautiful.....I am just asking for you to hold my hand.....and I shall give everything I have to you.....coz the only thing I want is you.......


You got a fast car
I want a ticket to anywhere
Maybe we make a deal
Maybe together we can get somewhere
Anyplace is better
Starting from zero got nothing to lose
Maybe we'll make something
But me myself I got nothing to prove
You got a fast car
And I got a plan to get us out of here
I been working at the convenience store
Managed to save just a little bit of money
We won't have to drive too far
Just 'cross the border and into the city
You and I can both get jobs
And finally see what it means to be living
You see my old man's got a problem
He live with the bottle that's the way it is
He says his body's too old for working
I say his body's too young to look like his
My mama went off and left him
She wanted more from life than he could give
I said somebody's got to take care of him
So I quit school and that's what I did
You got a fast car
But is it fast enough so we can fly away
We gotta make a decision
We leave tonight or live and die this way
I remember we were driving driving in your car
The speed so fast I felt like I was drunk C
ity lights lay out before us
And your arm felt nice wrapped 'round my shoulder
And I had a feeling that I belonged
And I had a feeling I could be someone, be someone, be someone......

Tracy Chapman